Photo Friday: Documenting A Love Story

The first time we worked with our photographer (and great friend) Renee Trubai was last year when she asked us to be a part of her project ‘A Love Manifesto’. The project is all about documenting love in all its forms through photographs and conversations. We immediately fell in love with the idea and couldn’t wait to be apart of it.

We chose a location that was very special to us, the beach where our wedding photos were taken. As we shared stories with Renee about our relationship and vision of the future, and the kind of parents we dreamed of being someday. I distinctly remember telling her that if we were not able to have children we would be OK because we had each other. What we didn’t say is that we had been trying for a baby for quite some time.

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Deep beneath those words we spoke to Renee was actually a lot of heartache, frustration and disappointment. And by that stage I had actually begun coming to terms with the notion that it may not happen for us.

Little did we know that there were actually three of us in those photographs. We were in the very early days of pregnancy.

So needless to say, these pictures are incredibly special to us.

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Photo Friday: Baby Barton Diaries – The Final Chapter

What’s this? Another video for Photo Friday? You betcha!

Throughout our pregnancy, we uploaded a series of videos called ‘Baby Barton Diaries’. Well, as you are all aware, our pregnancy journey came to an end just over 4 weeks ago when we welcomed little Jesse Jack to the world.

Yesterday we recorded the final Baby Barton Diary entry where we talk about the labour and delivery, our experiences at the hospital and my infamous ‘Cigars, Scotch and Cards’ night to celebrate the birth of Jesse.

Because of it’s length, it ended up becoming 2 separate videos (Part One and Part Two). So that said, we hope you enjoy the 2 part finale of our ‘Baby Barton Diaries’ video series.

Part one:

Part Two:

If you are interested in seeing any of the previous videos we did throughout our pregnancy, you can check them out on the Baby Barton YouTube Playlist HERE.

Photo Friday: Pregnancy Time-lapse

Our Photo Friday is a bit different today. Instead of sharing a photo, you are getting a video of photos.

Throughout our first pregnancy, we decided to take photos with the hope of putting together a pregnancy time-lapse. And now that our little Jesse is finally here, we were able to finish the photo series and edit the final product together.

There isn’t any gimmicks in this time-lapse (like pumping the pregnant belly up with a bicycle pump, which we have seen in a similar video), but it turned out just how we imagined.

So here it is for you to enjoy, our pregnancy time-lapse, which is a record of the progression of our first pregnancy.

You Are Really Here

Last night was the first night that I found myself looking at our little Jesse and thinking, you are really here.

There you are, a little human.

A little person that I am now responsible for.

This can’t be real can it?

But it is real. You are really here. I am responsible for you. And you know what, I am still as happy and excited as the day we first met you.

This may only be a short blog post, but it was something that really struck me last night. That uneasy, OMG, what have I got myself into feeling.

But today, I am feeling as content as ever.

Photo Friday: The Journey of Jesse

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Long before I fell pregnant I saw a collage like this on the inter-web and I really wanted to do it.  So I took a screen shot as you do and it sat in my phone for a long time amongst other pregnancy related photo and video ideas that I loved.

Photo 1: We’re Pregnant

This photograph captures the sheer joy and amazement that we finally saw a positive pregnancy test.  The beginning of the most wonderful adventure.

Photo 2: In Full Bloom

The second photograph was taken at 36 weeks pregnant.  As I hold my swollen belly and relish in the joy of pregnancy we anticipate the little occupant who will soon be joining our family.

Photo 3: Welcome to the World

And finally, I hold the baby in my arms that had occupied my belly for all that time.  I felt a connection with my baby during pregnancy but it has taken on a whole new meaning now that I know it was him in there.  Now that I can kiss his face and touch his feet and we can look into each other’s eyes, I fall more in love each day.

Welcome to the world Jesse Jack Barton.

My First Week as a New Mum

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This time last week I was giving birth to our son, Jesse Jack Barton. It was by far the most physically and mentally demanding thing I have ever done….and I loved it. I was absolutely pushed to my limits and many times wanted to give up but in the end my labour and delivery was a really beautiful experience.  And it resulted in a perfect little boy whom we are growing more and more smitten with every day.

The last 7 days have been a roller-coaster ride to say the least.  We have felt just about every possible emotion from overwhelming joy to plain overwhelmed and everything in between.  I don’t think I’ve ever questioned myself more than I have this week.  But all in all I think we are doing pretty good.

I knew Kaine would be a great dad but I am in awe of how he has taken to being the head of our family. He has been my rock this week.  He seems to know exactly what I need whether it be an encouraging cuddle, a reassuring word or just a clean kitchen and a hot meal in my belly.

There is so much I could say about my first 7 days as a mum but here are a few points that basically sum it up….

I have…

  • Squeezed out a human being
  • Felt like a birthing goddess while simultaneously feeling like I’ve been repeatedly run over by a truck
  • Been ‘milked’ by at least 8 different women
  • Cried happy tears, sad tears, frustrated tears and I-have-no-idea-why tears
  • Inspected my body in the mirror and missed my baby bump, liked seeing my hips again and wondered when my tummy will go back to normal
  • Already done several things I said I would never do (and I’m sure there will be many more)
  • Marvelled at my beautiful baby; kissed his face a million times, counted his fingers and toes, stared at him for what seems like hours and giggled at each different face he pulls
  • Felt like super mum
  • Felt like a terrible mum
  • Celebrated getting 2 hours sleep in a row

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While we are living in the fog of those first few weeks with a newborn we are trying really hard to just enjoy it all and take it all in.  We know we will never get this time back and that soon we will find our feet.

So for now we will  just do our best, learn as we go and enjoy our little boy.

Introducing Jesse Jack Barton

We are very excited to announce that on Wednesday night, 27 May 2015 at 7:50pm, we welcomed our precious little baby boy, Jesse Jack Barton to the world.

He weighed 6lbs 2oz and was 48cm long.

He is absolutely perfect in every way and we are so happy to finally have him home. Home, with us, so we can start this wonderful journey together as a new family.

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Baby Barton Diaries: 37 Weeks

When we first announced our pregnancy to the world we asked an old friend of ours (Renee Trubai), who just so happens to be an amazing maternity photographer, to be the one to photograph us throughout our journey into parenthood.

On the lead up to our second shoot, we received a letter from Renee. After opening it, one of the pages was sealed with two little love hearts, and the other one gave us instructions on what to do.

“I’ve enclosed a little note with a few talking points for the morning of our second pregnancy session – only open it on the day.”

So open it on the day we did and what greeted us, was a beautifully crafted page of questions to discuss, all about the what life will be like once baby Barton is born. It was a wonderfully thoughtful gift and soon after discussing the questions it held, we started thinking about answering the questions on camera for a YouTube video that baby Barton would one day be able to watch back.

So all that said, here is Baby Barton Diaries #5. We really enjoyed discussing these questions and can’t wait to experience first hand, some of the answers we gave.

Lastly, you can check out all of our Baby Barton videos in the Baby Barton playlist on YouTube.

The wait continues…